Dear my sweet escape,
it's been so long. i thought i'll never touch my keyboard and write to you again. what can i say, you're in my veins. writing to you is always my panacea. a cure for my feeling of melancholy.
so here i am, tapping my keys away.
lately i've been moody and emotional. maybe it's the hormones or just of those days when my spirits are on a down low. i tried to self analyze but hey i don't have a degree of a shrink. so i just let these feeling passed until i find my reasons to smile.
i learned that smiles cannot be found unless you look on the bright side of things. dwelling under the blanket of negative things will just make me feel more gloomy. i have to remove the blanket and feel the sun shining on my face.
now, i feel better. i can laugh more, sing like no one is listening and dance like no one is watching.
things that i enjoyed today...
it's been so long. i thought i'll never touch my keyboard and write to you again. what can i say, you're in my veins. writing to you is always my panacea. a cure for my feeling of melancholy.
so here i am, tapping my keys away.
lately i've been moody and emotional. maybe it's the hormones or just of those days when my spirits are on a down low. i tried to self analyze but hey i don't have a degree of a shrink. so i just let these feeling passed until i find my reasons to smile.
i learned that smiles cannot be found unless you look on the bright side of things. dwelling under the blanket of negative things will just make me feel more gloomy. i have to remove the blanket and feel the sun shining on my face.
now, i feel better. i can laugh more, sing like no one is listening and dance like no one is watching.
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| let me indulge in this childish character for a while... before i forget... |
things that i enjoyed today...
- eating cashew nuts + lemonade
- singing "just the way you are" by billy joel
- listening to boyce avenue...cool acoustic
- sleeping
till then,
ianne
